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Anonymous asked
Please, please, please cheer up -- any way you can. Cutting, starving -- they're addicting, but deep down, you know it's unhealthy. And maybe you think you deserve it, maybe you just want to cease to exist ... but please, continue to live and find something fulfilling. Plus, instead of starving yourself, exercise instead (stand instead of sitting even when you're watching TV for example). I really hope all the best to you.
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Sorry if this comes out patronizing or whatever, but haha I'm trying to do the best to say what comes to mind. You know, it gets better if you want it to. I know, sometimes it's really hard especially when everyone around you, the environment you're living in only worsens your agony and pain. However, please know that YOU are worth it. And I say this sincerely as possible even without knowing you.
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I just found your tumblr on chance. And I've read through a few of your posts, and you know what I've been there, still there... and I know many others in your shoes. (I know haha that's not very reassuring, but I want to say the cliche thing that you're NOT alone.) ... I know it's incredibly difficult (the word cannot even express how much), but it won't stop unless YOU change, DO something to change (easier said than done). --

I think I should start starving myself again, honestly. I’m so fucking fat. 

Pulled out a new blade and everything, but now all of a sudden I don’t feel like it. I feel like that’s giving in. No matter how much I do it’s never enough, so why bother right? 

Never enough, deep enough, not as many as I should have. 

I just don’t have the energy tonight.

That’s so pathetic, too depressed and despondent to even cut myself. xD What the fuck.  

Look, there was no great and terrible shot of happiness that flooded through my body all of a sudden. All of my problems haven’t gone away. 

I still have no idea what to do about my life, about all that’s happened to me.

But I’m not going to kill myself.

I decided today that I’m going to be okay. Even if I’m not okay, I’m still going to BE okay. And that means something, doesn’t it?

Doesn’t that count for something? 

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I was just a baby…

Please God, please, if you’re there, if you exist, please help me, please.

I’m so sorry.

It’s not fair, I was just a little baby…

I was just a little girl…

Please.